Such is life...
Been down for the last little while... I know I’m never on but it’s the only place I can really vent away from praying eyes and I don’t know how to put it in a pose or poem...
Things have been in a bit of a decline since school started for lots of stuff, dumb stuff... stuff that people shouldn’t put their nose into... stuff that is entirely my fault and I should have taken better care of. Or lightly it’s been someone else’s problem and every one gets dragged in, it’s a problem I didn’t even know I had. No matter what I do some one gonna get hurt or it’s gonna be my fault. I've stopped doing a lot of things I use to even going to places I would normally go to. I don’t care much about the stupid things you've gotten your self and every one else around you into. I'd rather not have you care either. I've done it to but it’s old. I’m not doing anything wrong and haven't for a while.
I'm a teenager one more year left really and I’m tired of this... there is so much more that getting $9 an hour passing a test or being with you gf, bf... why is it so dramatic when people break up go out with the wrong person. Unless they happen to stay a part of your life would you even remember 10 years down the rode? but what do I know about anything especially boys girls sex relations. Why is it your problem too when the other half is still obsessed. In real life its called stalking… or its that thing you had to get a restraining order on because if he cant have you no one can Why is it still my problem too? I'm not here to say GTFO because I haven’t done that entirely in your case but for the most part... I don’t even know what’s going on any more most of the time but you all seem to you even know before I do and if you don’t know the story you assume things.
I’ve stopped talking even to the people I care about so much because there just no point any more. Course no I cant do that I cant be pissed at the world and go chill I have to tell you why I’m upset and how I want nothing more than for you to leave me alone.blah blah blah blah I can’t just be angry. I’m happy being angry and no I dont want to talk about it.